There's something about today. I'm not sure what it is, it's not discernible in any true sense. The weather is cold, I've been up since 6:30, and I feel mildly ill. It's gray and dismal.
And yet, this must be an up day. Has to. Must.
I feel great. And I don't know why. I want to cry. I want to scream. I want to beat against the walls, the doors, the barricades, until my hands are raw and bleeding, shattered, useless things. And yet... I feel great.
I feel like I could tear down the world. Shred the societal norms. Finally live a little.
I want to find love. I want to find someplace I can call my own. I want to create a meaning for things. I want to understand, and I want to overcome.
Hmm.
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